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"believe in me die for me drop at the feet of my dreams keep turning green the noose you choose it's nothing new it's all an excuse the tracks are loose i hold my breath i'm scared to death this is the truth this is the truth this is the TRUTH.

you make me LAUGH MY HEAD OFF
you MAKE ME laugh my head off
YOU make me LAUGH MY FUCKING HEAD OFF."


This is probably the last time I'm going to post publically. Obviously you can tell that I don't make public entries too often, because previous ignorant losers with no lives used to read my entries and sat around talking about me, and were dwelling in th words that I wrote and were getting really involved in my life, even though they didn't know me (only seen me in highschool). These fucking losers made it a point to take the time out of their lives and sign onto the computer everyday to check what the fuck I was writing in MY journal, they just HAD to know what was going on with me in my life, they could not survive without their daily fix of Erica's Life. Apparantly my life is just oh-so-fucking interesting because OTHER people have rose up from the fucking mud to dive into whatever I write on this stupid fucking computer screen, to suck it up and spit it back out in the faces of people that like me and are my friends. See, I thought maybe since those other people from years ago have grown up and matured and have gotten lives, that it was safe to make a few public random entries where I ramble on about my day or what's currently happening, but hahahahha... I can't believe I was that fucking dumb, I totally forgot that there are still fucking losers out there that seem to stalk my stupid LJ, because I had just made that entry and no less than like 3 seconds and it was already being used as evidence to threaten someone over a fucking touch-up tattoo. FOr fuck's sake. LEAVE IT ALONE. I dont give a FUCK about you, your friends, your fucking meaningless life, your thoughts, your opinions, your agenda, your activities, your beliefs and especailly your stupid boring fucking livejournal. GET A FUCKING LIFE AND STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MINE. And don't be reading this (and I know you ARE READING THIS) and think, "Hmmmm I wonder if she's talking about me??" Don't play fucking dumb. You know who you are and how fucking childish you are acting. I really don't feel like typing everything that I think about you here, I'd rather say it to your face. That's just how I am, but you wouldn't know that would you? No, you probably wouldn't, and that makes sense because YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME. So, how could you possibly know that I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF YOU AND YOUR BULLSHIT. I have ENOUGH shit to deal with in my life every FUCKING DAY, and I don't need to get phonecalls or hear things about "this kid and this girl said something to so and so about you and now blah blah blah blah blah blah" Everyday it seems it'ssomething fucking different. I'm going to start stalking your journals and your BME pages and discussing your lives and agendas with everyone I know, and if you are friends with someone who is friends with me, I am definately going to let them have a big earful of shit from me because I don't want to have friends that have other friends, especially you guys. Yeah, I'm going to be THAT fucking ignorant, lame and especailly ENVIOUS.

I grow weary of displaying so much hate and resentment.
I'm sure you both will comment back some of your righteous bullshit and I will read it in the future and vomit at the sight of your idiot statements... but until then dears, be expecting a phonecall from your favorite person in the world....
little old me.
And be sure you answer the phone when I call, I got a fistfull of things to say to you.
Trust me... You don't wanna miss this.

Your truly,
Boiling blood and raincloud above,
Miss Erica

...and just think, it's little old me. Miss Don't Give A Fuck, still won't leave.

"And everytime I write a rhyme these people think it's a crime to tell them what's on my mind. I don't gotta say a word I just flip them the bird and keep going, I don't take shit from no one."

Comments

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once_held_dear
Jun. 27th, 2004 10:21 am (UTC)
hahah. I Love you. That was so well written. xox
once_held_dear
Jul. 3rd, 2004 08:07 pm (UTC)
Hey Pretty Lady...where have you gone? I've tried to call you all week on your cell phone and left messages. I don't know if you're at your house//or where you are; but give me a call cause I miss yah! We should hang out soon; give me a call if you can. xox
horriblyfruity
Oct. 20th, 2004 10:32 am (UTC)
erica why wont you call me sometime huh and you know actually hang out!

hah

lola.
xcherry_scented
Jul. 27th, 2005 03:51 am (UTC)

prosthetic_cunt
sorry if this bothers you!
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